Monday, June 9, 2008

just when i thought i cannot forget her


just when i thought i will start drinking to forget her memories....
just when i thought i will ruin my life - for a life without her is not worth living...
just when i thought, all important things of life are worth giving up
just when i thought, all friends are less important, and dumped them into my stranger list, for her memories became alive in their presence....
just when i thought, i could dissolve myself in unending pain to forget the pain her silence brings...
just when i thought i can never forget her....
there comes this beautiful phantom of feminity, man has ever known in this world......and i get drenched in the rain of love....
no...its not love as people say..because i know the love, a mortal feels for another, because i was there, and i have seen it all....
no, this is not that kind of love. this is where, the sum total of love human kind has ever seen and will ever see, wrapped in a single moment and thrown at me , assaulted at me...
and lo! i have succumbed to it...
its not that she is the most beautiful girl in the world......but she was at that moment the most beautiful woman i have ever seen, and she still is, the most beautiful woman i have seen.
its not that she had a charming smile, but her smile has kissed all the pain out of my life.....
she changed my life in a jiffy.
people say love is this and that. and i was telling that myself half a day ago. but love has nothing to do with a boy or a girl.
love is the moment.
and i know....i am in love.
i dont know i will ever see her again.
i dont know if i will remember her.
but the warmth, the joy, of the moment will always stay with me.
and years from now, i will still say - i saw love.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

is it that i was taught wrong



all my life i was taught that if u love sombody, truly and wholly, the person will love u back.

is it that

i dont love her truly enough

or

is it that

i was taught wrong